All about me.

I was writing to someone about myself, and took the time to really try to see who I am. This is what I came up with:

I am not smart. I am not at all stupid, but I didn't go to college. I have an entry-level, dead-end job, and am too lazy to "recognize my full potential".

I can truly find humor in almost anything. I love trying and learning new things. I am impulsive, and love to be spontaneous. I am extremely social, and enjoy meeting new people and making any situation fun. I am always cheerful and optimistic with other people’s problems, and am very solution-oriented but a perpetual pessimist when it comes to my own life. I love people in a one on one setting and always want to do anything I can to help them in any way I can, but hate people as a whole and have fantasies of nuking entire groups of people.

I am a contradiction. I am extremely independent and need my space but when I am interested in a guy, he becomes my whole world. I think about him all the time and my life is brighter when he is near, or even if I am just IMing him. I have a hard time connecting with people, but when I do, it is dynamic. I don’t know that I have ever actually been in love. I believe that passion is more important than love. I aspire to one day meet a man whose passions run as high a mine and I won't HAVE to temper myself to keep from scaring him away...

I love to drink beer, go camping, have bonfires on the beach, and just enjoy the company of people around me. I have a wide range of interests because I find almost anything new to be exciting. The down side to that is that I become consumed with my new interest and lose interest very quickly. I loathe being cliché, but I really do see myself as tissue paper fire. I burn brightly and easily, but not for very long.